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    July 16

    不再延续的留恋

    看到M在个人状态中说,情感和理智激烈地斗争,该如何选择?选哪个都是错...于是上去问候了一下他,并无意打探任何内容,只是觉得在这种时候,朋友的一句问候甚至一个招呼都是弥足珍贵的,我们能做的也只有这些。出门在外,一个人的负面情绪就会像在放大镜背后那样,无限膨胀。
    说完这句话的时候,突然发现脖子上的项链断了,纠缠在另外一根之上。我的脖子上一根是简单光滑的类似蛇骨但又细致的单链,还有一根就是断了的这条按汉莫拉比法典的模型打造的吊坠项链,两者搭配得简约而又不失美感。
    终于断了。我心里居然是这样的反应。是啊,快三年了,也是该断了。在大英博物馆看到它的第一眼起,在F从身后拿出它给我戴上起,我知道除非它断了,否则我会一直戴着它。好笑的是,就在两个星期前,另外那根项链早断了,我找了很多银饰店都没有找到类似的,但是前天晚上无意间在一家不起眼的小店里居然遇到了一根一摸一样的,我满心欢喜这失而复得的意外。怎料今天,又是另外一根链子,而这根是无论如何也再不可能找得到的,即使我再去大英博物馆,也早已推陈出新。
    我告诉十三,我的项链断了,她说,说明什么?我说,不知道,只是这根项链曾经让我很感动。我又告诉她,昨天突然想要马上要回去了,心情很不好,出门想逛逛,拿出手机居然不知道该打给谁,不知道有谁是我可以找的。她说,这种时候熬熬就过去了。而她在说这句话的时候,我正在打字,其实我想到过你,然后心底是一阵更加弥漫的酸楚,我真的很害怕又要回到那个孤零零的世界。后来,我毫不犹豫的把它擦掉,没有再回话,关掉了对话框。我再一次准确无误的看到了我的信仰已经不再容纳我的虔诚,所以我不再信它。
    看到了小雨的个人状态,我们都守着不在乎自己的人,那谁来守着我们?
    虽然不能不对“曾经”毅然决然的辞别,但是时间会慢慢的从呼吸间掠过,在心中增减生灭,只系于一念之间。
     
     

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    lin weiwrote:
    你所有经历过的人和事情组成了你。我们会相互影响,变成更好的人。
    July 20
    Elaine Renwrote:
    我脖子上这根儿已经7年了,还是理解成单纯的质量问题比较好~
    July 20
    淡忘过去,放眼未来
    July 18

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